For the first time in my life I would be an official roadie. I wasnβt merely in charge of the driving: I would also help build and dismantle, lift and position, carry and fetchβββarmed with duct tape and a Swiss Army knife. My writing would be full of self-mockery and rich with funny observations about my wife. Moreover, having experienced the splendor of the gig, my dispatch would be transformed, alchemically, into an essay that contained a series of pointed, even revolutionary, observations about art.
The album gives me space to imagine beautiful places and sappy romantic love. It gives me the space to imagine intentional rest that does not imply lockdown, to imagine interactions with people that donβt signal death, and to imagine a healthy, abundant sex life that I have yet to experience.